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Tuesday, October 07, 2003

Am I A De-Sensitized Monster? 

What's wrong with me? Why can't I feel anything? Why am I not devastated? Why am I feeling like a fraud when people are sympathizing with me & generally treating me gently?

My mom's had a heart attack for heaven's sake! Why can't I feel anything? What's wrong with me? Or can't I actually believe it, somewhere deep inside of me? Feeling that it's all going to turn out fine, that nothing's really wrong? That I don't really believe them?

What's wrong with me, why can't I react to this?

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